Monday Tears

Its raining hard outside but I feel my tears fall faster than the raindrop on my rooftop.
I used to seek your face when I'm lost and your loving smile have always comforted me. My soul it bleeds from within. My heart ripped apart. If I would never see your face again, Id rather not know , I'll never have you but ill always have this summer to remember forever 

Makati

and as promised , Here are some photos from our "Walkway" shoot :D

Necklace , Cruella n Co , Denim Jacket with lace detail - La Sparkle, Dress - Shop Nita 

Happy Birthday Gypsy

I know the timeline of my posts are a lil messed up. I still haven't had everything organized timely. I promise that on my birthday month, this August, I will make this more interesting (and more organized!) for each one of you who takes the time to check out this humble blog.




Today I am going to share some pictures from the first week of this month during a post birthday celebration for one of our dear friend Gypsy Rose. We watched The Amazing Spiderman, Feasted over awesome food in Marina resto and stayed until a midnight coffee sesh at GB and Oh yeah A quick shoot at the "famous" Landmark-GB walkway which I will be posting right after this! haha




Enjoy ♥

Me, Ann, The Birthday girl Gypsy and Zen

The Lonely Clown

If you are wonderin where I got this particular fab neck piece..Got this from one of my fave online shop Fashion Trends co! http://www.facebook.com/mcudilla0918 This girl sells awesome neck pieces for less than 250php ! If you are into dainty accessories i highly recommend you check out her site for lovely necklaces that doesnt hurt your wallet! 

Anyways I like how it gives out a 50's vibe to this pic that I took from my phone and edited from Picmonkey.com. I like to express myself in pictures and this one just pretty much say everything that I am dealing with today :(  

Anyways hope you like it :) 

Its Never Hello.

I cant take the pain. Losing someone you know you'll never see again is like having a monster inside of you slowly eating up every flesh that gets on its way as it makes its way to your heart. Torturing you until you beg for death ... and if that's NOT enough, You lay all your cards on the table, poured your heart out to what seemed to be the last chance to let it all out only for this person to not acknowledge your pain, ignore your tears and just flat out make you feel non existent yet you thought you actually meant something,  like he would actually cherish me...Now I don't even remember why I even felt that once upon a time.

I am grieving for many reasons I don't understand. It doesn't seem to make any sense. I am just a girl from Strangelandia whom he met, became friends with and to think that I've only known him in such a short time, Why does it seem like so much of me is being taken away..If I am in denial I don't even know but I am more confused than a homeless person in house arrest.

I don't know how to deal with the pain, Its like having my heart fell on the ground and having him walk all over it like my feelings didn't mean shit.

Now I do not know what I am grieving the most, is it him walking away or is it him not feeling the same way?

The sound of rain outside my window doesn't help.

The Black Skirt

Making a quick post before sleeping. So sorry for not updating my blog for quite some time now.I owe you guys kwento,..Ive been super hella busy BUT I promise I'll update this as much as I can and will post plenty more pictures real soon :D

Anyways , Wanted to share what I wore watching David Cook live in Manila last July 14th. This black mesh skirt from Monkeebusiness Manila (http://www.facebook.com/monkeebusinessmanila1) is my most favorite piece of the year! Its sexy, flowy..I just adore how much it moves with me as I walk... Aaminin ko, Anlakas nya maka Cleopatra! Haha :P Well, I wanted to create a sultry rockstar'ish look with it so I paired it with this 100-peso tierred top that I got from my fave Tiangge in the world (Northgate's tiangge!) , My most fave studded leather jacket and my 75-peso studded yellow slip ons! yes my sweethearts, without the jacket , this outfit only costs 670 :D 

I love branded stuff but for a bread winner like myself, Its not exactly the most practical thing to do so as much as i love the likes of Dorothy Perkins, Debenhams etc etc I prefer haggling thru Tiangge's and discovering hip thrifted stores, NOT only cause its cheaper but u can also find some of the most interesting pieces (vintage!) ever made, Like that 35 peso royal blue skirt ( See my Scarf Madness post) i got from an UKAY in BAGUIO (Been 2 years and Im still wearing it!) 



Btw that shot of mine with a lil bit of flesh, I didnt notice that the belt was not aligned properly so please forgive the malfunct! lol Anyways hope you like it :D

Pretty in Pattern

Wore this outfit when I went to mall with 2 of my darling nieces. As much as possible I dont like wearing pants! especially when Im walking around a mall...Since I am commuting with the 2 angels, I thought I'd come up with an outfit that's comfy but pretty. Something commute-friendly :D


So here ya go... This is me wearing my 150php Polka buttoned shirt and my 150- php skirt both of which I got from Northgate's tiangge! Paired it with my 75php studded yellow slips ons and my beautiful necklace from Cruella n Co that I got for only 180php :) and if I may add, I highly recommend you check out their shop if you get some real fab-to-die-for dresses and accessories for less than 500php a pc! Here's their FB page http://www.facebook.com/officialcruellaandco



Hope you like my 575 peso outfit :D


Lemme know what ya think ♥