My a1 adventure in Cebu (part 2 - A)

 11/23/2012 - Concert day =)

How convenient that I am posting one backlog after another in a gap of err ...a week!? LOL I do not know why I can't just sit down in front of my puter and finish this whole thing! To tell you the truth ..It escapes me! lol

So where did we finish last? Oh yeah...How we ended the night meeting the ever young looking
"Mark Read". I remember how I was so tired that night of the 22nd , I went straight to bed after hitting the door ...Super tired and super happy :D

I still recall everything as though it happened just yesterday. ..
Waking up to the beautiful skyline view of Cebu city...Everytime I think of Cebu, its almost as if it was just a dream. Writing this blog reminds me of just how much awesome time I've had and it makes me wanna go back like NOW NA! God I hate being broke..Pwede bang everyday payday tapos yung sahod q kinsenas un sahod q a day!? Haha

Continuing:

Me and Lui prolly went down for the breakfast buffet around 8 in the morn. We had to be up early cos Laarni , My friend , who's like a really huge a1 fan is arriving from Manila and we still had to look up another hotel. Our original plan was to have it ready by the time she arrives, Eventually plans changed and we decided we'll wait for her so the 3 of us get to decide which hotel to stay at.

SO me and Lui happily went on to our breakfast like lil kids inside a candy store..We vowed to try everything since we paid A LOT! and Boy did we devour everything! Haha

Here are some shots from that happy meal day :D

May I just add that this hotel got the cutest Cebuano waiters ever! ...AS IN! Pang ramp model ang peg.
There was this very cute Cebuano who kept coming back to our table asking to get me anything kahit
na it was supposedly self service...like DUH!?...Buffet!? .. But he's super cute so kahit na umii-style
c Koya eh keribels lang ;)

Here is a shot of me enjoying my Pina Colada..OH diba parang ang mahal mahal ko jan..Aminin nyo! LOL

And a selfie!

Well after a few hours, Laarni finally came and we all decided we'd head down to Waterfront Hotel.
At  first it sounded like a crazy idea.Not only because the a1 lads are staying there but because Its a 5 star hotel and its so darn expensive to stay there! But ofcourse Impulsive Irish won over Practical Irish and next thing I know , were right inside a cab headed down to Waterfront.

So I got there and asked how much itll cost to stay there for a night....I was told 5800php i think it was, My head's screaming 4 words, "Are you kidding me!?" but honestly it was a lil cheaper than what I had in mind originally , it doesn't make it inexpensive though!  So I asked the lady again, "Don't you have promos available right now for lower rates like if we stay here for 2 nights? Then she said, They do but I'd have to do the reservation via phone..and Its only going to cost me 7500php for 2 nights...That was def justify-able
enough for me and the girls although it beats me that I had to ask and she couldn't do the reservation for me lol ...In the end, we all decided to stay there =)

So we got inside the room and it was alright but it wasn't as glamourous as I thought/ It was designed like an old villa ...Still pretty and its very spacious but Honestly, I liked the rooms in Quest better! Good thing , the awesome interior and details of their lobby and other facilities were quite exceptional, it totally makes up for it!

And so we got there and we didn't even get the chance to roam around cos we had to leave for lunch.
From the hotel, we took a jeepney to Ayala and thought it was amazing how the jeepneys were all numbered accordingly! I've never seen a jeepney terminal so organized! Sorry Manila! lol Anyway, Laarni bought
some swimwear then we made a quick trip to Chowking to take out food.At this point, we have decided we'll eat at the hotel instead cos we only have few hours left and we still have to get ready for the show.

Laarni was sweet enough to iron out my hair straight so when she was having some trouble deciding what to wear, I happily shared my clothes and they were amused by how much clothes I have with me LOL.
We went down around 5 and just outside the door , We saw 2 ladies selling some shirts for the a1 show.
They told us since we are VIP ticketholders , if we get a shirt , we'd get to go inside another meet and greet before the show :D So we got ourselves some shirts which btw I forgot to mention, that all proceeds for the shirts being sold and the concert itself all goes to the benefit of the Younglife Healthcare & Education Foundation which was definitely the best part ever! I mean how awesome can that get, Being able to see the
guys live while helping out the under-priveleged kids of Cebu. I thought it was just fantastic how the guys are totally doing this for free for our people..Their like modern day prince charmings..*let out a dreamy sigh*

So here are some photos of the 3 happiest people that day while were lined up before the meet and greet   :D

That's Laarni on the left styled by Ishi Lubrico..Naka ng...haha

We prolly stood there the whole time shaking due to over-excitement and I can't tell you enough how excited I was for Laarni who will be meeting the guys the first time since her Cebu touchdown!

Anyway, She went in first, Next was Lui and I was the last one.

BTW This is really the most "Kilig" part of that day.

As you can tell , Mega career ang outfit ko haha, Georgina Wilson kuno ang peg haha
SO I got inside that conference room where they were holding the m & g sesh and Lui was still in front of the guys.. Christian saw me first but he was just staring at me blankly. He wasn't smiling so I was afraid he felt like I am over-dressed for the occassion LOL Maybe he did but that's totally fine cos I got in front of Mark to have him sign my shirt and when Mark laid his eyes on me , The first thing he said was " YOU LOOK GREAT!" awwww...Like Halloooooooooo??? I can't believe Mark just told me after 12 yrs of intense love for them that I look great! Gusto kong magpainom! Haha ...I then answered " I met you last night"... Tapos eto eeeeeeeee Kinilig daw..wala pa nga lol, Mark said.."I know, I remember". Waahhhhhhhhhhh. I died. I died. I died. lol

Well here are some photos from one of the greatest moment of my life everrrrrr

Their manager was also nice enough to allow me to have a solo picture with one of the few loves of my life , The ever gorgeous, Ben Adams

Admit it , we kinda look cute together!? Haha I wish :P

My a1 adventure in Cebu (part 1)

 11/22/2012

It started as a crazy idea but since I really do have some crazy blood flowing in my veins... I just had to make it happen!!! It was too spontaneous but everything worked in my favor..Like how I found a cheaper flight even after booking less than a month before the trip..How my arrival night in Cebu falls exactly on my 13th month pay... How I have no leave slots left but had no problems having my boss approve my day-trade...or how I am not close with anyone from Cebu and somehow scored a meet and greet pass, Its surreal!  To top that is the fact that I have such sweet set of friends like Leene who despite the fact that they cannot go on a trip with me, made sure that my trip would go ever so smoothly. I couldn't feel luckier! 

Nov 22 was the day of my flight.

Take note that I went to the airport with my stepdad (who was kind enough to fetch me after work to go there with me) straight from a night shift! My flight was  scheduled at 2pm and I get off work at 8. I live approximately an hour and a half or 2 from work so going home isn't an option for me...I remember feeling so bad that my stepdad had to go there with me cos he wasn't feeling well that day. I had no idea cos I was at work. Since  I still had quite a few hrs left, I treated my stepdad at some fancy place near the airport ..Its absolutely nothing compare to the things he have done for me..I am not really a fan of fancy eating places cos I am a fastfood girl (Im more of a KFC girl :D ) but I really do appreciate my stepdad looking out for me!I wanted to cheer him up :)

So my flight was supposed to leave at 2 but got delayed for atleast an hour...I was getting nervous already cos my meet and greet will take place in Ayala at exactly 6 pm and I have no idea how many minutes it wud take me to get there from Mactan airport but I decided to take my worries off of my head for the meantime and enjoy my first time on the plane (so jologs i know..lol) I was half sure Id be asleep in the middle of the flight but it was too beautiful watching the world from up there, I couldn't keep my eyes off of my window.

So I got there around 4 pm perhaps, and rushed through the exit like its a goddarn finish line! I was too hesitant to take a regular taxi knowing I am not very familiar with the place so I took an airport taxi and the taxi driver was super friendly! He didn't charge much and he was giving me tips like what to look out for, cheap places to stay, what to avoid and even handed out his biz card if I need to be picked up from the hotel to the airport and oh yeah I forgot to mention that at this point, I didn't have a hotel booked yet! LOL
I was that brave, actually scratch that..I was that CRAZY!!!

It was a 45 minutes drive from the airport to AYALA MALL which was right at the center of the city and guess who's the first familiar face I ran into? Like before I could even fix myself up to a washroom and freshen up!?... It was "BEN friggin ADAMS". You wouldn't believe this but I immediately turned and walked the other way..Haba ng hair ko noh!? lol I would never let him see me like that.. Im HAGGARDO VERSOZA to the nth level! lol 

So After I'm finally done with my then much needed touch up..I went down the activity center and to my surprise , found a group of fan girls from Manila who were all from this group named "a1 reunited" that the a1 lads very much loved!  I also saw some old friends from way way back  and we did some quick catching up , I also met the lovely people from the "Cebu loves a1"  club who welcomed me with so much joy, I couldn't feel more welcome! Karen, in particular has been the sweetest thing. She handed me out the meet n greet pass and talked to me like it wasn't the first time we met. I already know at that very time that it'll be a fantastic trip! ..

So the seats were all occupied  and I couldn't seat anywhere near the people I know, not even close to Lui ..... the a1 fan who have been friends with me via FB for the longest time and whom I met the first time that day in Cebu! (How ironic huh!?) We have kinda agreed we'd share a room together to try to save a little..Since she got there a day earlier than me, She have met up with some of her friends from a1 reunited so they were all seated next to each other few rows behind me , Luckily , some guy from Ayala noticed that I do not have a chair so He offered me a seat right in front of the stage.. I couldn't help but wish my friends were there to enjoy such moment with me!

Few minutes more and the lads have arrived singing their sweetest hits serenading the whole mall, You can't help but fall. They sound great together and although I couldn't relate much to the songs no more since I am kind of over that "phase" haha I cant help but get all giddy and dreamy listening to these guys..NOSTALGIA at its finest :)

After the quick sesh was the much awaited meet and greet and sharing with you my photos from what was then my very first KOTA in Cebu haha

I love how I was sandwhiched between these 2 lovely lads! 

Pinilit talaga maging jowa pic :P

I cant believe that after only 3 hours on Cebu grounds , I have finally achieved my kota haha
I met the lads, scored hugs and kisses and had a photo op with hem already!
Should have been satisfied but nah , Its just the beginning ;)


After the Ayala meet and greet, I met up with my friends from way way back, Like Ate Marie and Nancy and their friend Anne, we all came up with this conclusion that the guys are going out that night cos its Ben's bday! We figured they might be at Magellan's pub cos thats where they hung out last time. Marie and her pals headed straight to the pub while Me and Lui went hotel hunting and boy have i got no idea its going to take us forever to get a hotel cos almost every hotel is either fully booked or too expensive! In the end, we decided we'd stay at Quest hotel which is right in front of Ayala mall. Its a lil pricey but unless we wanna sleep on the streets of Cebu , we had no choice! Well ..I am glad we were left without an option cos it was such a pretty fab hotel!

Here's our  room :)

We agreed to stay there for a night and we figured we'd look for a cheaper place the morn after.
We stayed a little to freshen up, took a bath and change clothes and took a cab to Magellan's pub :)

 Prior to entering the venue, we already saw their huge coaster parked outside the pub so its impossible to assume that they are not there! I thought that they will be strict but we got in with no problem at all!
Me and Lui had pizza and some drinks..Minutes after, Mark Read was standing 5 steps away from our table saying Hi to everyone!  We went up to him and said Hi and He was complaining about how tired he thought he looked so I had to tell him, I went straight from shift to the airport, Got on a flight with zero sleep and from airport , headed into their meet and greet. Mark looked at me and said "Wow, You look fresh!".I have to admit..Whether he was just being nice or what.."That made my night!"   haha We took some pictures , chatted a bit and here's a photo of Lui and I and my pic with Mark on my first night in Cebu! :)

 Lui girl and I =)

 At Magellan's

Me and Mark Read ♥

We went home that night with big smile on our faces! :)

AllyCAT.. Matt M5..Benji White and The Sexy Guys of The CAB ♥

I know I could edit the date being that this happened all the way from September of 2012 but I feel like its cheating so I am not doing that haha I'm weird or maybe its just the "OC OC" side of me.

SEPTEMBER 17

I remember going to Makati Shang in my mom' skirt. Honestly I thought I looked like a bag lady who just watched a rock concert with my fave leather jacket on but I just had to wear it! I was heavily attracted to that skirt that day for some reason. Ayan sume segway na naman ako...Ok... Story..Lets start!

Originally, I went there hoping with every teeny bit of me me to see Adam Levine and the rest of Maroon 5.
I was already half-devastated cos in 2011 , The most magical thing happened to me ! Adam slept with me and we cuddled afterwards! Oh wait, That happened in my DREAMS.lol. Kidding aside, Ima tell you a quick story and post the pic here too =)

In May of 2011 , I was with my friends, Ferj, Sam, Dez, Myra, Sheila and Mabel at Edsa Shang. We spent the whole rainy night waiting for Maroon 5. Ferj had her IPAD with her so since we were dead bored and hopeless , I mean we already met James but That's not Maroon 5, That's Maroon 1! I decided ill bombard the guys with tweets while waiting. I saw Jesse tweeting that time so I started tweeting him.

I remeber saying " Hey Jesse, Its just me and 6 of my friends here at your hotel's lobby, Will you come meet us please?".

No response.

I tweeted again " Hey hun Pretty please with sugar on top, will you come down and meet us please? I promise we wont freak out.

15 minutes after, Jesse came down with nothing but his robe on!!! with the hush sign. lol
Haha I know I promised not to freak out but Hey...Who in the right mind would think that he would notice my tweet and have a Happy Twitter After ryt? After all, its  JESSE CARMICHAEL of MAROON 5!
Having said that, I was the last to get my ass off of the couch.

It was too good to be true but Hey, It happened.

Here's the proof of Jesse's awesomeness!

SO that happened in 2011 , The reason why I was half devastated was b'cos Jesse isnt with the guys this time around :(   I guess he's got something better keeping him busy and that is quite alright :)

Now back to September of 2012 , I was seated comf'tably at the hotel's couch when right in front of me, a super familiar face walked out from the elevator! Guess who!? Its my most favorite ANTM ever! Allycat ! ANTM all stars first runner up :D I came there for m5 and I got the most awesome  bonus of meeting my girl crush!

                                                         

After Allycat, Matt from M5 came out to take pictures with us. Funny he even asked if we saw the other guys haha Sadly he was the only m5 we met that day , Im sure theyll come back so Perhaps next time around then =)

                                               

                                                 
   SO i went there for m5 aight? I know thats the 3rd time within this post that I've said that but I just need to mention that I was the only one who came there for m5 haha My friends, Well They were there for The CAB along with 10 million other lil girls in the hotel's lobby. I am not really a huge fan but their music is alright and they're a bunch of sweet guys. I met them already during the SMASH tour March of last year and they were nice then, even nicer this time around . It was quite cute actually :) ... I went near the guys in case my friend needs someone to take fotos and Alex De Leon came up to me like a friend who haven't seen me in years and planted me a kiss on the cheek. Ofcourse I ended up taking pictures with him, Alex Marshall and Chance =) I missed the chance with Joey but thats okay cos we had a picture during Smash and he gave out a cute wink ;) ♥

                                                       

                                                                                               
And Oh yeah, I did the tweet trick again and this time it worked on Benji White , One ofCab's touring band
He hung out with us the rest of the night, showed his daughter's picture and was quite a sweetheart! Really funny and intellectual too =)

                                             

                                                     

Amercian Idol Season 11 week :)

I realized I shouldn't be making promises no more cos Everytime I promise to update my blog,

It just doesn't happen! :/  I know I owe you guys BIG time already for not updating my blog. Like hello!?
Its already 2013!!  I will do my best to update it daily. (Ayan wala nang I promise :P)

So here's a quick post about my Idol stalk-a-thon last September :

♥ AI WEEK ♥

Me and my stepdad's the BIGGEST  A.I fans. Like there's nothing in this world my stepdad would skip TV Patrol for other than A.I on Starworld so imagine me and my stepdad's happiness when Jay a.ka Jessica Sanchez made it on the top 2. In fact I am so surprised I havent blogged about her before or how I screamed in our living room at 3 am when I saw she followed me on twitter!  Ultimately she became my most important errr popular follower ever! Well next to a1's Mark and Christian ofcourse...But that's a different story. My stepdad though as much as he wants to see them live would rather have me save my money for something else so despite me begging him to see the concert with me , I was only given a NO but Ofcourse knowing me, I just had to meet them. I didn't win any m & g's this time so as soon as I found out where they were staying at, Me , My bestfriend Rona and few of my friends made our way to Manila Hotel.

Sharing the pics to you :))

                                                                 SEPTEMBER 18

To tell you the truth, Getting this picture was harder than I thought!  When Jay came out from the elevator with her boyfi , The also famous Deandre Brackensick (which is btw , on the second's picture background right behind Jessica =) )  , They were mobbed by I'd say atleast a hundred people , Hmm , I honestly couldnt remember if I am exaggerating or if it was the actual numbers but its just too plenty to count! I was super bangag from all of that , so much that I kept bouncing from here to there completely without my sense of direction that my bff Rona had to threw me right in front of Jay. I couldn't remember how exactly it happened but I remember being in front of her with her bouncer's huge arms blocking the mini distance between me and the greatest A.I girl ever.. I HAD to beg her to have a picture with me! To my surprise, she took my hand , shooed her bouncer's scary arms away from me and had a pic together! Her eyes were closed but Im just happy that some of my friends were there as well for back up! lol

and yeah I met Heejun too! who was super funny as always :D

SO this happened on September 18 I think it was . I remember going home super happy until I realized I haven't met Colton Dixon! Being Pinay, It was pretty much given that I am a JAY fan besides the fact that she's a musical genius and her vocals were ala Beyonce for reals! Next to Jes, Colton was my fave from the whole season! It started when I heard him sing "What about Now" by one of my fave a.i as well, Daughtry! 

He also did his version of Lifehouse's Everything and Lets just say My love grew furthermore =))

Sept 19th.

And Because I didn't meet C and Rona haven't met Philip Phillips ( Am i spelling it right? Why dont we just stick with PP!?, Better right? lol  )  , I dragged my feet to Glorietta Activity Center despite the fact that I had to work that night and that I hate going into CD signings (cos you rarely have time to introduce urself  really )  and Rona, being the best ever friend in the world bought me a Jessica Sanchez CD although she wasn't really in the line -up among the 5 who signed the cds but thats quite alright cos they gave a free a.i posted which is half-ripped and vandalized already by my 2 beautiful but kulet nieces bcos they get too excited , sometimes . u know how it goes with kids :p....

  Okay okay, So to keep it short, Rona wished PP a Happy Birthday and PP stood up and gave her a hug, I was so happy for her, I wanted to scream so bad but Skylar was right in front of me so I didn't ! :p When I asked PP for a hug, he didn't even bother standing up although he did hug me but I guess PP could tell that Rona was his biggest fan! In fact she really is! And it was truly a well deserved hug..

So here's some pics from the signing

                                       And yay this day! cos I got a kiss and a hug from Colton too :D

And Josh was super nice!  When I got in front of him , He was like Oh hello BAAAABYYY

I know we had a conversation for 10 seconds but I forgot how it went haha I remember telling Hollie though that She is like the barbie that I never had and she hugged me too! For someone so beautiful, she is just supperrrr nice! Skylar didn't seem very ok that day though I did tell her She's pretty. So here's some of my fave pics from that day taken by Rona dearie =)

                                                                          HOLLIE

                                                       Here's my fave pics of C that day

                                                                               SKYLAR

                                                                                PP

I do not know for the life of me why Rona didn't take pictures of Josh , Forgive me and Forgive HER please lol.  You know what's cool? I am actually not done yet! Told ya its plenty!...  and it was just 4 idol days haha

You can tell from my posts that I am not the type to just give up easily. I am simply not stopping without having had a picture with C! Ooh I have a follow up to this but you have to wait till my 2013 posts :/
So back again to the story (Sorry...daming segway eh!) ..I went back to the hotel with my pretty friend from NY , Karissa and that's when I met Colton! Sharing my glorious moment below ♥
                                               
                                                             SEPTEMBER 20

                                                       
                                                   
And I am almost done..  Here's some pictures from Sept 21, I went to the concert with another one of my closest friend Joy, and here's some photos :)

                                       

  Whew! And there ya have it My AI week ♥ Enjoy loves =)

Anti Bullying : Bcos you are Beautiful and You deserve to know that.

There's probably many of us at some point who had to endure the pain of being bullied. Having people team up against you while others just sit and watch because they're too afraid to speak up and be treated the "uncool" one. Most of us suffer in silence , with hearts crushed, Cryely reigns. The best thing to do is walk away, It doesn't mean u're coward , It just means ,You're the bigger person but If you did try walking away, and they still won't stop , Do not be afraid to ask for help. Its okay to stand up for yourself cos The truth of the matter is ...Bullies..are the real weaklings! They are weak in spirit, its just a facade to do away from the fact that they have nothing else going for them. They want attention cos they know of no other way to fit in socially. They know none of compassion cos they were not taught that . They are insecure beings who wants to drag people into their misery. So insecure that the only way they could feel good about themselves is if they are able to put people down. 

If you are suffering from being bullied , Do not be afraid to speak up. Remember that No one can make you feel inferior without your consent. There's always people willing to help . Realize that most of the time , These bullies are only trying to put you down cos you're way above them. Every person is beautiful in their own way and do not let anyone tell you that you're not. You are created so special that you may have your own way of touching other people's lives. Just b'cos they don't see how wonderful you are doesn't mean that you're not wonderful. If you open your eyes , You will see how much you're loved and that you are a blessing to many people.
Do not let these bullies take away the things that makes you special.

They are not worth your tears , not worth your suffering and to those, with friends , family or kids , who have people suffering these things and aren't as strong enough to stand up for themselves , Hear them out and be a stronger voice. Sometimes all they need is to see someone willing to walk beside them in this fight against bullying so they would have the power to fight for themselves.

Stay strong little soldier and Remember that God is closest to the brokenhearted :)

Not soo Blue with Blue

I love this blue beach dress so its kinda frustrating how I couldn't wear this at work cos I do not want to look like I am wearing a "pambahay bestida" (as my lola would put it)  being that its too flowy and all :P
but this cute denim blazer from La Sparkle is a quick fix!  It kind of updated this dress so it still looked hip plus its so comf'table  and "commute friendly".. Anyways Hope you liked it too! =))

Meeting Snowpatrol - My Rainbow After The Rain

So its been truly a devastating week here in my country.. :( Im glad the rain has finally stopped.

It left me sick as a puppy though so Im stuck at home this weekend *sigh*

I'm planning to go over my stuff and see what I can give to our people . I really wish I could give more :(

I feel bad that I couldn't even volunteer cos I am too sick to even get out of the house to get some sunshine. Sucks big time :( Anyway I just wanna say that one of the things that makes me really proud being a Filipino is the fact that in times like this,Everyone helps out each other like family,Somehow it lightens up the load :)


On a much lighter note, Out of all the news that came out on TIVO this past week, the ONLY one news that got me all smiles is SNOW PATROL arriving to Manila :)) I've been such a huge fan since Chasing Cars came out and I was sooo ready to brave the floods and the rain just to catch a glimpse of "Gary Lightbody"..I love him that much that it crushed me (crushed tlga teh!? arte lang haha) when I thought I wouldn't get to see him no more bcos of the stupid rain :( So imagine the smile on my face when I got a text from one of my ever dear bff's Ate Myra saying that We're still on to stalk Gary!!! I get up my bed in a flash to dress up and travel from South to North to get to the hotel asap!


It was like a scene from a movie, Gary rushing to the lobby, well not to see me (wish ko lang!) haha and I couldn't believe my eyes that he really is right in front of me wearing such beautiful smile..

I died I died I died lol So after my turn ( for a pic lang, kayo tlga :P) He spent some time chatting us up and Idk how with all that lil butterflies in my oversized tummy, I managed to say a line in my most fangirl tone ever "I cant wait to sing with you tonight" talking about the upcoming Araneta show happening later that night! He smiled and said something that I couldn't remember cos I was soooooooooooo in the moment that I got lost along with it (gumaganun!? Landi eh haha) ..All i could remember is that one fine moment where I asked Gary if I could hug him and he said yes sooo willingly with that to-die-for smile and how it felt as though he wouldn't wanna let gooo wahhh he was even caressing (haha parang ang sagwa!) my shoulders and all that sweet lil crap lol *sigh* If only I could turn back time...We''ll do it all..Everything...On our own...Oh diba maipasok lang!? lol


Sharing pictures from my dream come true and what I wore that fine day :))

With my bestest friends :)

I Thrifted Forever 21 Philippines top, my fave pair of shorts and my supa comf'table booties from Primadonna Shoes Official ... :))

Monday Tears

Its raining hard outside but I feel my tears fall faster than the raindrop on my rooftop.
I used to seek your face when I'm lost and your loving smile have always comforted me. My soul it bleeds from within. My heart ripped apart. If I would never see your face again, Id rather not know , I'll never have you but ill always have this summer to remember forever